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so many things to say!? not really, actually i dont even know.

anyways, friday was a decent day, giving the speech to the english teacher, i swear my heart never beat so fast. then my tooth like BROKE because i kept biting my finger and idk the filling was bein gay, and like it FLEW IN THE AIR and thank God i caught it or it would have been weird, for them to see a white thing fly from my mouth :\. anyways, i dont know, the speech when quite badly i think, not that i stayed around to find out. seeing the head of UPPER SCHOOL there, made me quite dizzy, and scott and his facial didnt help me at all because he looked so ridic, and idk hahah i dont really wanna think about it.

NIKKI HAS A BLOG AND ITS THE SAME SKIN AS ME, its okay, i still love her.

and how do i link?? this is so confusing.

so on saturday, i did all the same things, tuition-church blah, and i know the highlight of sunday should be my church, but ever since i've become the leader of the church cell, its like stressing me out, with the combination with homework? i can't cope and i know i can't give up, because then the pastors will be so disappointed in me, wasting all their lessons and training in the academy. and i keep having to come up with lessons for the kids to learn, and its not as if they're idiots and like 10 year olds, where i can just bullshit. they are like 14! or something ( haha i dont even know!) and i know im not ready to take care of them, but i have to anyways. i just really want them to grow up the right way in God and that's the only best i can do.

such digression! hahahaha, anyways i went to my dad's house, and he wasnt there, big surprise. so i went to searchh people in big bang because eun jee was talking about them, and i didn't really get what she was saying, hahah but NEVERMIND. then lily came online ahaha and we started obsessing about the guys there. ahahah i started hyperventilating so badly, and got dizzy again. anyways i'll make you hypervent :)

i like what he's wearing, ahahahahah then shirly came online and we started going crazy. ahaha so WEIRD. anyways, he makes me smile.

then we skyped, and as usual i fell asleep. on the computer, i think i might get like cancer from the radioactivness but idk. and it didnt help that my nose was blocked like a fucking dam, and i guess it like clogged up my head or something. ahah i hate my sinuse.

OH DEAR its raining terribly hard. and my mom is coming soon to bring me to cut my hair.. i really hate cutting my hair, i used to scream and cry because my mother cut my hair like a mushroom when i was much younger, and its like bad experience! ahahahah and its school tomorrow so if it sucks, there's no way to hide it. : ahhhhhhhhh.

and tomorrow is mufti day! and i have no red clothes to wear, why do they always choose some kind of random colour! i have to go out and get it today. :\ i mean aid's is cool to help and all that, but at least let us wear a ribbon or something? ahahah.

anyways, jeffrey and i can FINALLY go out on tuesday and like its the only thing im looking forward to, thank you mrs keegan for letting me skip class. next week is going to be a good week having frees and whatnot. as long as the hair dresser doesnt have like a spasm. pray pray pray.

nan neourul saranghae jeffrey.

i dont even know if he'll read this but okayyy :)

I LOVE YOU GIRL ahhaahah lily!

shirlz and panz are FINALLY going out. im so happy for you guys. happy in the rain. its so heavy now, i can't even see the next door building. :\

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so i just came back from career whatever to decide my future career. what a pointless piece of crap! honestly, i just got home at 8! i know i tend to stay back because there's no one at home and it's fun to stay with your friends, but this is ridiculous. and moreover, the tests we did to determine our future career were terribly stupid. EVEN I could see what they were tryin to do.

asking us question like, 'do you see yourself working on a dairy farm!?!' wth. can't believe my mother bothered wasting $340 on some shit like that when people out there need money. or maybe i'm just angry i wasted my time because i had so much homework, i dont know. it just makes me irritated to know i wasted my time, just like that feeling when you get up from a nap you know? but at least naps make you feel good :), the tests just gave me a headache. anyways, i'm pretty happy its over.

you know what's funny, the oddest people you'd never expect would, make you so happy in life, and you kind of wonder how you managed to live all this while without them. and they kind of make the people who annoy you matter so much less. and i find that really cool. ahahah such thoughts worthy of a TOK essay.

anyways, i have so much work! i have to write a damn psych IA again because my teacher refuses to read my handwriting. my math teacher today told me he could always recognize my handwritin since it was so unique. i can't tell if that's a good thing, but who cares really, haha he recognizes a part of me!! i could cry. oh my, how pathetic! hahahah oh wells, its fun having a good-looking math teacher your friends can talk about together, since most of the math teaches are like fat and grey..

i really love english now, i know i complained insanely because i didn't get mr scott, but who cares! he couldn' have appreciated me like ms keegan does. sigh, it's been ages since i've been praised. being called brilliant infront of the class and the stunned look on her face was enough to like, make me cry. haha sad, i know. but still! and i have a speech to present, and i'm really nervous yet kind of excited about it. ?? such contradicting emotions. such is life!

i like staying back with jeffrey, he's like one of the reasons i look forward to school. and he knows how to like make me smile, and its rare you meet those kind of people, and its important you make sure you appreciate them. like that picture certainly rounds up what i feel :)

can't say the same for his friends though. :\ hahahaha

anyways! homework must do.

B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG :D

everyone says they hate mondays, but i dont think thats such a big deal, just another day? yeah.
anyways school, we're having a student council election, and its like these 2 guys running against each other. I guess ill vote for whoever talks better because it doesn't really mater anyways. ahaha but i find it funny how like this student election is like a direct mirror with the US elections. Wonder if the results will be the same.

anyways. i wish they wouldnt put the posters in the toilets, i find it rather creepy after this grade 9 girl put her face on every toilet door. honestly. i would get sick of seeing my face so many times!

today really was like cha soba day. i ate it in school, then my mom cooked it AGAIN for me at home. ahah i prefer the udon type though. oh my, i talk so much rubbish.
what am i doing hahah, blogging when i have so much work!!

but math is always important and i get to see him tomorrow hahah lalalalala. tomoca must be jealous because she only gets to see ms poon ): and get spat at. i do miss her in my math class. too much work! fricking oral tomorrow! yao ming valoz and me are going to win! ...

which reminds me that i have to call her about now!

nihaovaloz :)

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why is this blogskin so hideous? how do i change?!?!?! this is irritating me, staring at dots. whatever, tomoca went on and on about blogging, and everyone joined, so i finally gave in lol. pointless weekend really, except for doing homework. which i have one more essay left!! rushrushrush

yeah and it started raining. brilliant end to a weekend.

so cynical for a first post!