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so i just came back from career whatever to decide my future career. what a pointless piece of crap! honestly, i just got home at 8! i know i tend to stay back because there's no one at home and it's fun to stay with your friends, but this is ridiculous. and moreover, the tests we did to determine our future career were terribly stupid. EVEN I could see what they were tryin to do.

asking us question like, 'do you see yourself working on a dairy farm!?!' wth. can't believe my mother bothered wasting $340 on some shit like that when people out there need money. or maybe i'm just angry i wasted my time because i had so much homework, i dont know. it just makes me irritated to know i wasted my time, just like that feeling when you get up from a nap you know? but at least naps make you feel good :), the tests just gave me a headache. anyways, i'm pretty happy its over.

you know what's funny, the oddest people you'd never expect would, make you so happy in life, and you kind of wonder how you managed to live all this while without them. and they kind of make the people who annoy you matter so much less. and i find that really cool. ahahah such thoughts worthy of a TOK essay.

anyways, i have so much work! i have to write a damn psych IA again because my teacher refuses to read my handwriting. my math teacher today told me he could always recognize my handwritin since it was so unique. i can't tell if that's a good thing, but who cares really, haha he recognizes a part of me!! i could cry. oh my, how pathetic! hahahah oh wells, its fun having a good-looking math teacher your friends can talk about together, since most of the math teaches are like fat and grey..

i really love english now, i know i complained insanely because i didn't get mr scott, but who cares! he couldn' have appreciated me like ms keegan does. sigh, it's been ages since i've been praised. being called brilliant infront of the class and the stunned look on her face was enough to like, make me cry. haha sad, i know. but still! and i have a speech to present, and i'm really nervous yet kind of excited about it. ?? such contradicting emotions. such is life!

i like staying back with jeffrey, he's like one of the reasons i look forward to school. and he knows how to like make me smile, and its rare you meet those kind of people, and its important you make sure you appreciate them. like that picture certainly rounds up what i feel :)

can't say the same for his friends though. :\ hahahaha

anyways! homework must do.

B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG :D