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so many things to say!? not really, actually i dont even know.

anyways, friday was a decent day, giving the speech to the english teacher, i swear my heart never beat so fast. then my tooth like BROKE because i kept biting my finger and idk the filling was bein gay, and like it FLEW IN THE AIR and thank God i caught it or it would have been weird, for them to see a white thing fly from my mouth :\. anyways, i dont know, the speech when quite badly i think, not that i stayed around to find out. seeing the head of UPPER SCHOOL there, made me quite dizzy, and scott and his facial didnt help me at all because he looked so ridic, and idk hahah i dont really wanna think about it.

NIKKI HAS A BLOG AND ITS THE SAME SKIN AS ME, its okay, i still love her.

and how do i link?? this is so confusing.

so on saturday, i did all the same things, tuition-church blah, and i know the highlight of sunday should be my church, but ever since i've become the leader of the church cell, its like stressing me out, with the combination with homework? i can't cope and i know i can't give up, because then the pastors will be so disappointed in me, wasting all their lessons and training in the academy. and i keep having to come up with lessons for the kids to learn, and its not as if they're idiots and like 10 year olds, where i can just bullshit. they are like 14! or something ( haha i dont even know!) and i know im not ready to take care of them, but i have to anyways. i just really want them to grow up the right way in God and that's the only best i can do.

such digression! hahahaha, anyways i went to my dad's house, and he wasnt there, big surprise. so i went to searchh people in big bang because eun jee was talking about them, and i didn't really get what she was saying, hahah but NEVERMIND. then lily came online ahaha and we started obsessing about the guys there. ahahah i started hyperventilating so badly, and got dizzy again. anyways i'll make you hypervent :)

i like what he's wearing, ahahahahah then shirly came online and we started going crazy. ahaha so WEIRD. anyways, he makes me smile.

then we skyped, and as usual i fell asleep. on the computer, i think i might get like cancer from the radioactivness but idk. and it didnt help that my nose was blocked like a fucking dam, and i guess it like clogged up my head or something. ahah i hate my sinuse.

OH DEAR its raining terribly hard. and my mom is coming soon to bring me to cut my hair.. i really hate cutting my hair, i used to scream and cry because my mother cut my hair like a mushroom when i was much younger, and its like bad experience! ahahahah and its school tomorrow so if it sucks, there's no way to hide it. : ahhhhhhhhh.

and tomorrow is mufti day! and i have no red clothes to wear, why do they always choose some kind of random colour! i have to go out and get it today. :\ i mean aid's is cool to help and all that, but at least let us wear a ribbon or something? ahahah.

anyways, jeffrey and i can FINALLY go out on tuesday and like its the only thing im looking forward to, thank you mrs keegan for letting me skip class. next week is going to be a good week having frees and whatnot. as long as the hair dresser doesnt have like a spasm. pray pray pray.

nan neourul saranghae jeffrey.

i dont even know if he'll read this but okayyy :)

I LOVE YOU GIRL ahhaahah lily!

shirlz and panz are FINALLY going out. im so happy for you guys. happy in the rain. its so heavy now, i can't even see the next door building. :\