I really really need to scream right now.. its almost one in the morning and I'm still not done. piesghwpibhwrpbihrwpbih it's okay I keep telling myself fuckkk. I need someone to talk to, to vent to, someone to reassure me. But my mom is sleeping, and my dad I don't really know how to talk to him, and my friends don't deserve me yelling at them about this shit, and Jeffrey is packing and I dont want to disturb. I shouldn't shouldn't shouldn't have left it so late, although I had the entire week, and I grounded myself from going out with friends just to finish this shit. I really really want a 7 in english. I can't settle for anything less, and this IOP matters and I don't know what to do. aiehbrwih I'm so angry at myself I can't even do anything.
Nevermind, I'll update this things tomorrow, not that I have alot to say, but I do think it's due for an update.. Ahhh, fuck even if my IOP is over tomorrow, Jeffrey leaves to Korea. :\ I'll miss him. But at least CNY will give me time to hang out with my friends, I can't help feel like I'm neglecting them for him sometimes.. :\
WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT THIS
I HAVE SO MUCH WORK
NO SLEEP TONIGHT.
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